Northern Mockingbird stands at attention. See link for photos at end of this post.
I’m not an idiot.
In fact, I pride myself on being able to figure things out when I put my mind to it. I get that from my mom. She tinkers and dings and wrestles and pulls, then all of a sudden, your zipper is fixed, your model is built, your chair is reupholstered, your wallpaper is hung, and so on. But whereas her talents lie in the whole of her hands — she’s a knitter, a painter, a seamstress, a decorator — mine lies only in my fingers as they shunt signals from my brain and heart onto a keyboard.
So it’s very disturbing for me when I FEEL like an idiot–when I try very hard and not succeed. Yet that is how my foray into digital photography made me feel in the months leading up to my digital photo safari at the Rio Grande Valley Birding Festival.
In order to make use of a fantastic piece of digital SLR machinery, even at a rudimentary level, you need to know your way around the Aperture (A), Shutter (S), and ISO buttons at a minimum. Why buy a dSLR if you keep it on Auto?
See link for best photos at end of this post.
After buying my camera, I made sincere attempts to absorb the complex rules of A and S and their effects on depth of field, as well as ISO settings. I read tutorials, read photography books, practiced in the field, talked to other photographers, and watched my JumpStart DVD guide to Nikon over and over again to learn how to adjust settings.
But it didn’t stick. Maybe my brain hit a wall when met with the confounding truth that a large Aperture number (e.g., F/16) corresponds to a TINY hole and that a SMALL A equals a BIG hole. And wait, is turning the knob to the RIGHT stopping UP–or is that stopping DOWN? And how can proper exposure be attained equally well with a SLOW shutter speed and TINY aperture as with a FAST shutter and LARGE aperture? What do you do with a backlit bird again? The bird’s in flight, do I change this from A to S? CONFUSION. All I know is that the information rolled off me like water off a duck’s back–perhaps because I had no hanger to hang it on.
Green Jay. See link for other photos at end of this post.
Photography is an art, a skill, a lifetime pursuit. I respect and envy my friends in the biz (see my favorite photographer here). But to get a photo good enough to send home to Ma or to post to Facebook should not be rocket science.
All summer long, I’d find myself in the field with crippling looks at a gorgeous bird, feathers splayed in all its glory, waiting for me to steal its soul. I’d snap a photo, an awful one, and in my haste default to Auto. Or worse, I’d play the Russian roulette of digital shooting. That is, employ a random series of camera adjustments and hope for the best.
The possibility of failure was staring at me in the face, snickering from the sidelines. It left that sinking feeling in my gut: am I really THAT BAD? Is it really THIS HARD? Did I just blow two grand on a camera I shouldn’t embarrass to use? Wait! Am I an–gasp–IDIOT?
Sure, I failed my driver’s license test two–or was it three?–times but that was in the WAY, WAY past and my brother should just FORGET ABOUT IT because now, when I put my mind to do something, I do it. Especially when I want it this bad.
See link for best photos at end of this post.
My prospects of failure fluctuated between humbling and mortifying.
It didn’t help when I showed up at Rio Grande Valley and spent the first two days taking photos of new birds in spectacular habitats with my bracketing exposure button on lock. Geeeeee, why is every third photo either OVER or UNDER exposed?
It also didn’t help when, after spending two hours alone in a blind with a superb opportunity to photograph gatherings of Scaled Quail and Plain Chachalacas, I discovered I was shooting on easy exposure adjustment of +1. Geeeeee, why do all my photos look SO WASHED OUT???? (Thanks to Ruth Hoyt for setting me straight on these little oversights.)
But at a certain point, when your planets align and when commitment to the task overlaps with luck and opportunity, it is indeed possible to take your skills to the next level.
By the end of my photo safari, I learned I CAN do this. It will take more time, more focus, and less movement while photographing, and a whole bunch of other stuff, but I can do this well enough to suit my fancy.
And I have the photos to prove it.
Future posts will take you through the nitty gritty of the day’s birds and digital revelations, so if nothing else you can feel the sense of optimism for your own photographic exploits. But today I leave you with the best images from that day. I decided to post them on a full-page layout for optimum viewing.
Click here to see my favorite images from the photo safari >>
Happy Thanksgiving. Wishing you warmth and abundance this week.
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I’m posting this before I look at your best shots and develop image envy. I think you already know but we are out here (idiots with DSLR) in fact we should have a club. It’s a big steep curve only dwarfed by the other one trying to ID the damn things as well. Now I’m going to go cry over your pics and shut my camera in a wardrobe in an overnight exile.
As one who will hopefully enter into the idiot with DSLR club in the near future, I look forward to the nitty-gritty details of photographic revelations. I hope to get where you are, with those fantastic photos (the Scaled Quail is phenomenal), soon.
Glad that you were able to get through the computer problems and share the photos, which are wonderful!
Looking forward to “the nitty gritty of the day’s birds and digital revelations”
I am speechless at your shots (but not speechless enough not to post a comment).
Delicious. Can’t wait to hear about the festival and see more pics.
-Mike
Looking forward to the next installment… I love the Scaled Quail shot at the link.
Thanks, all. I love that quail, too. Can’t wait to tell that story.
@Alan Go grab your camera out of the wardrobe, hold it to your chest, and talk very softly to it. Whisper, “Yes, we can. Yes we can…”
I feel an idiots club coalescing. How about if we start a mini blog carnival where we each discuss ONE key factor about beginning dSLRs? We could post a tip, a resource, some images that demonstrates a tip. And generally, just dish on our experience as amateurs before leaving it up to the next blogger.
Thanks for the kudos. Those were the good old days. Great pics.
You host and the rest us post. This means I need to go figure how it works….
What a great post! And now I can share my secret: My name is Diane and I am an dSLR idiot! Please include me in this newest club!
And OMG–your photos are amazing! There is hope…
Thanks for sharing your secret, Diane. Yes, hope springs eternal for us idiots.
Would it be such a bad thing if our club was like the Ray Charles leading Stevie Wonder? : – ) I’ll post what I learned in my next installment. But believe me – it’s rudimentary!
Laura
(I commented on the photo page but wanted to comment here as well.)
What a fun, smile-inducing, familiar story! The photos are gorgeous, but I was especially tickled by your prose–and felt a camaraderie with the frustration. But Wow! did you break through the barrier.
Great post as usual Laura. May I join the club? I have about 10 different settings on my camera I havent figured out what they are for yet.
Great to see your progress
Gunnar
Gunnar,
With tongue in cheek, I declare no, you cannot join the club. You can’t be an idiot if you have only TEN settings that you don’t know how to use. A couple dozen is the entry fee for THIS club.
Ha ha. Of course, the more idiots the merrier, right?
Thanks for your comments on this and the photo page! A visit to Peru would bring lovely photo opps, right?
Hi Jason,
So glad you liked reading this. Funny, I came very close to not hitting Publish on this post – thought it may appear insulting or something like that.
Turns out I was an idiot to think so.
Checked out your blog- very cool and I’ll be back to it again.
Looking forward to your next post…hint, hint….
Thanks for the reminder, Diane! I have not forgotten, but guilty of not having enough time to get my thoughts down on that subject-I want to do it “right.” I’m busy for a few more weeks, then hope to wrap up the photog post in FEB. I also got a nice book for Christmas called The Magic of Digital Nature Photography by Rob Sheppard. It looks like a useful book – so I want to study up then weave together a nice starter post on the subject!